I called her my malformed hamster because she had no tail and just the other day I read on the Ratlist that tailless rats were called "Manx rats". Apparently some attempt at breeding this. Boggle was "just" a feeder without a tail.
She had the most amazing personality. We named her Boggle because she loved to do that and she also could grind her teeth to no end. She also loved to sit with me for hours. She would insist on either being under my shirt at my shoulder/arm or would lie on my neck/chest area. She also insisted on eating her treat on my neck. Any attempt to move her to the towel would be met with her promptly and with absolute certainty back to my neck.
She had a lump not too long ago around her genital area and we had that removed. She was already looking a bit her age, but this took a lot out of her. We had no choice in the matter - either we removed the lump and hopefully she would recover or we leave it and eventually it would end up causing a lot of problems with her urinary/bowel or digestive system(s). She healed well, but slowed down considerably.
We were due to go on the pilgrimage to the in-laws at the end of June and were quite concerned about Boggle. We were debating on whether to have her PTS before we left or to leave her with my mother. The major concern was to have my mother responsible for a sick animal. My mother, being the nice woman she is, offered to take the rats back last year. She was not comfortable with them, but thought it would be good for us and a way for her to get used to them. She has a friend who is very comfortable with rodents nearby and the vet we like (where the cat was) very close, so there were fallbacks, if need be. We discussed the possibility that Boggle may pass while at my mothers and the three of us agreed that Boggle would go to mom's. We were uncomfortable putting her to sleep as we were only to be gone 10 days and it is sometimes hard to determine how close a rat is. Boggle was slow, but still enjoying her food immensely and getting around. Hilda schooled us on how long a rat can hang in there!
One thing we did ask was that Boggle be brought out for special attention. She was very much used to that with us and I was very worried that without it her spirits would decline quicker. She was such a marshmallow that this wasn't a scary thought for someone who didn't interact with rats, but an adjustment. I'd like to say that mom came through wonderfully.
Unfortunately, Boggle was fine for a few days but then started to decline quickly. She passed away on June 30, on my mother's lap, comforting her and having a hand resting on her. I was told that my mother spent five hours with her before she passed.
We regret not being here, perhaps making the wrong decision with not having her PTS before we left and also to put my mother through quick decline and death. We are used to it, as much as one can be, but do remember quite vividly how difficult the first one was (Snort). As someone who is a "ratkeeper", we adjust to their lifespans and their deaths.
My mother came through like a champ, putting aside her tentativeness to take care of Boggle in her last days. It is comforting to know that Boggle was not alone. We were hoping to make it back in time and we were on our way home when she passed.
Boggle will be deeply missed. She was definitely one a kind in spirit, personality and appearance. I will miss spending hours watching TV with her under my shirt.
I hope she pesters Scully at the Bridge.
